Hello, I'm still alive. Trying to revive the art in me again

It has been a long time since my last post. Lol, that sounds like the beginning of a confession and maybe it is. There has been a lot of life going on since then and only a little art and here and there some crafting. But I've not given up and want to try to post more here again. Emily and Craig gave me a journaling Bible for my birthday last September. I had only done two pages until today when I completed two more. 

With this I have to get past the "fear of failure" because I don't want to mess up the pages. As for art in general, I'm still trying to find my way. I have several ideas for artsy crafty projects including sewing some funky fabric pins to wear to brighten up my work uniforms since we have to wear all one color now. I want to do some assemblage pieces and try collage and painted portraits, perhaps redoing some themes I did once on ATCs but on a larger scale. Here's hoping the muse is on her way back...